DEAD WEIGHT


(The death of our sled dog)

 

A yelp

a cold wind

and once more the blunt fact

of dead weight loose as rocks

in a sack, and a hot

acid spume clouding sight

 

and that angel of death

roaming the house

tall and chisel-eyed,

impassive as ratchets,

scything the air of our foyer

with slow wings.


*      *     *

 

One day perhaps I’ll live the life

he offered:  rabbit through deep drifts,

stretch to crack vertebrae,

mogul green fields in a stream

of silver, nimble as Dall sheep,

shawled in reflections of light. 

 

Some day I’ll inhabit

each moment with his fierce

intensity; widen my toes

to grip glare ice; pare

my vocabulary

to fifty essential words.

 

With death there is

no reconciling:  

just a hole in the heart

short lances of pain

the faint trembling breeze

of heat streaming away.




From Martha's Vineyard Writing (Summer / Fall 2007), reprinted in Watered Colors